real me..

This real, this is me!
There are lot of things you don’t know about Fe Angeli.

You would notice that she would just sit in the corner and keep silent.

She would prefer to spend her money with her wants than needs.

She is a back-stabber.

She hates those people she loves!

She hates crowded place.

She hates when someone forces her to do this thing even though she’s not good at it.

She is plastic.

She is stupid.

She is playing safe.

She loves her self more than anything else in this world.

Fe would really try her best in anything you ask for her. She’s not that harsh or awful, but there’s one thing I can assure you, she don’t want other people to get hurt. She would choose to hurt her feelings than making other people’s life miserable.

Fe never shows her true emotions.

There are a lot of things she wants to say, but still, words were left unspoken.

She is afraid to be hurt, because once a Fe Angeli starts to love, I tell you, Beware!

When she loves, she gives everything, even though nothing will be left to her.

When she love, she will turn in a beast,

A beast that would protect you, and defend you.

That’s the power of Love!

The four people who help me out….

Angelie Ang A.K.A. Jill

To my ever dearest bestfriend –Jill. Thank you for everything. Thank you for sharing your time with me. Jill, you know how special and important you are. If you have any problems don’t hesitate to come, I will really appreciate it and give it to you, even emotionally or financially. Don’t let money destroy your life, God is always there, and you can surpass it I know. Be strong my beloved bestfriend. Do you still remember those times that we shared those tears, and laughter? The first day we met? (Basta tanan na first ui..haha .)Those are good memory to keep. We have those misunderstandings which we have already passed and we never let this destroy our friendship. Decoys are having hard time now, because of some “complication”. This is just a trial to test or prove the bind of our friendship. Let’s be positive, every problem has its own solution so don’t lose hope. You are always welcome in my apartment..Lav yah.. Take care of your health. Ascaris might come on your way.. Hahaha… isumbong taka kay tiffany…! Hala ka!..bantay..

Tiffany Joy A.K.A stiffy

To my beloved gang –tiff. I got a lot to say to you yeah I’ve got a lot to say, I’ve notice you’re eyes are always glued to me, keeping them here and it makes no sense at all. Hahha.. ka.alala ka ani gang? Theme song nato ni dude..haha. tif, utang nimo imong life sa ako.. hahah.. You are there whenever I need a friend, you know busy si Jill kay someone special niya.. haha.. I’m so happy that once in my life I met a tiffany joy, the best and one of a kind. No matter what happen I’m always here for you. You’re birthday is fast approaching, what you want? Haha.. Just tell me, and we will just pray for it. Hahaha.. kabalo ko na imposible napud ka mag wish.. hahah.. lab you gang.

Princess Dyanne A.K.A babes

HARSH, that would be the best word to describe you. You have this strong personality that makes me kurog..Hhaha.. Thank you for being so kind and hospitable to me. Babes, boys are boys, don’t let them ruin you’re life ha-ha.. Being with you helps my confidence boost, coz u make me stronger by breaking my heart,. Hahaha. Ginapagtanggol jud q nmo.. tnx. Plastic ayo ka babes, traidor.! Hahaha.. Don’t be afraid to try other people, give them a chance to prove that they are worth fighting for. Hahaha. .lab you babes.

Fe Angeli Sombrea A.K.A peh

With out Fe, your world is incomplete. You will never have this satisfaction and happiness like what other people is experiencing. Have you ask asked you’re self about the word pleasure? If not, then I say,sorry to you.

what's that? give me that!...

Fe Angeli Parcon Sombrea

18 years old

student

and

single

Friendly, fabulous, fantastic, flexible feeble, easily to be fooled
Energetic, everlasting kindness, excellent one no self esteem,
”Ako ay isang anak mahirap, lagi na lang akong mahirap. Mahirap ang nanay ko, mahirap din ang tatay ko......” hahahha.. This song may be familiar, but I changed something in there. Ha-ha! I really emphasized the word “mahirap” because of what I am experiencing now. I hate to face the reality that I’m poor. It’s just, I was not used to this kind of life now. I have to worry about money now, because back awhen I was rich (hahah...Kapal!) I have enough money to sustain my needs and wants. Actually, my parents don’t have any problem with my expenses here in school. My aunt was the one who helps me with my expenses in school, my allowance, my school needs and my boarding fee. I prefer to live my life like this than living there at our province. Even though all my food and things are free in that province; I’m still happy to live my life peacefully here in Davao. I’m free, I’m independent. I can do whatever I want to do and I can go home anytime I want.
I can compare my self to an expensive glass shot. A glass that is exclusive for special guest. A glass that when you held with your fingers you are afraid to lose it. This glass should be filled with the best, hard, and sweet flavored wine that when you start to taste it, you will have this satisfaction that would make you craves for another shot.
A friend is all she needs. I need my ever dearest friends-Jill, tiff, pewee, Lois, Rb, Ailyn, Paul and Dyanne they label my life as “an amazing one”. They taught me to be brave, to be strong, to have strength in any difficulties and live my life more. There was a time in my life that I want to end up everything. But then, I realized that I have this group of friends that are there to help, teach, understand, comfort, and satisfy me. I never new happy life until met them. Thanks friends. Stay cool and jolly. I am always here for you.
I need a family that will give their full support. As I have notice, family doesn’t care anymore about me. I need my mom, my understanding mom. She really changed a lot. I don’t know what happen on them, but I will never stop loving them.
I need a perfect life. A life that I don’t have to feel the pain, I don’t need to pay anything.
And lastly I need a coffin. I want to die!

if i have 24 hours more to live...

If I have 24 hours more to live….
Life has its ups and down – it’s natural. But no matter what, everything relies on ourselves. Everything that is happening to us and our surroundings depends on how we react and act upon them. Life is never easy but nonetheless, life should always be filled with bliss and should always be cherished. It only happens once in our life that we are given a chance to live a day full of things hat we really wanted to do that would satisfy us and that we would not ask more of it.
If I had 24 more hours to live. I would gladly spend my time with my loved ones, especially my mother. This is going to be my last day to live so why waste it??? I’d never shown great affection to my mom though I love her deeply. It’s just that I am not that expressive on how I feel – I keep things to myself. Not because I am in doubt of my feelings, it’s just that I could not thoroughly express well what I feel. I’m quite shy on showing my affection. I love my mom – no doubt about that. I would not trade her for anything in this world – she’s too precious to be given up.
Not only would I spend my remaining hours with my mother but also with my family and friends. I would do things with them that I had not done. We’ll go crazy if it is what it takes to make me laugh so hard that I may not even breathe for awhile but would make me satisfied. But if this will make my remaining hours with my family and friends worth it - then be it. My family and friends had been my life. They saw me grew up; some even grew up with me. My world had revolved on them. They had been my strength, my weakness, my happiness, my sadness, my experience, my adventure. They are my world.

Last but not the least, the person that would make my last breath complete, my special friend. Without him, I wouldn’t be this inspired now. Because of him, I learned how to love and how to be hurt. Much have I learned from what he had taught me- things that were first encountered by a first-time lover like me.

-eCeAp-

Listening to this kind of music/song makes me think of how amazing life can be. This inspires me to do my best on what I am doing and never gives up on anything. When you love, give your best. When you love, learn to sacrifice. When you love, learn how to trust. In connection to the song, I dedicate this song to the man I “crushed”. Hahah. When I met him, my life changed. Now, I can differentiate real from reel. And as I continue to live I will never forget this amazing part of my life that I once loved someone no matter what he is.

There I was, an empty piece of a shell
Just minding my own world
Without even knowing, what love and life were all about
Then you came,
You've brought me out of the shell
You gave the world to me, and before
I knew it, there I was so in love with you

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feeling
You gave me a meaning to my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began, when I met you
I love the touch of your hair
And when I look in your eyes, I just know
I know, I'm on to something good
And I'm sure, my love for you will endure
Your love light up my world and take all my cares
Away where they can't bother me

You taught me how to love
You showed me how tomorrow and today
My love, is different from the yesterday
I knew, you taught me to love
And darling, I will always cherish you!
Today, tomorrow and forever...

And I'm sure, our evening will come around
I know, we'll be making love, like never before
My love, who could asked for more

dReAmS dO CoMe TrUe:)

I found a very special love when I met him. He changed my life in a moment and for the first time I shook, rattled and rolled. Hahah...But seriously, I have this different kind of feeling right now. I don’t know what’s on him that makes me crazy. I can say that I am obsessed--my cell phone’s wallpaper, the picture in my wallet, and his face in my mind. I can’t describe this feeling I’m feeling. (The story goes this way; I met this guy (guy ba xa? Hahaha) my world fell apart. I am really, truly, madly, deeply, obviously, and seriously in love with him. He was my classmate. When I found out he’s very nice and one of kind (at first he’s so pamati kasi, but then I realized looks can be deceiving,), I started to like him. But when I told my bestfriend about this thing, she just laughed. I love his sharp vampire-like tooth or his FANG (bangkil?)Hahah. In school, when we see each other, he would just smile and winked. Ha-ha. With those gestures, my heart would beat faster and as a good respect I will also smile to him. (Bigatin!) I told my friends about this and as expected, they laughed. But then a tragedy or I should I say an amazing thing has happen last February 20, 2009 at around 1:00 am. After that night we began avoiding each other, as if we are hiding something inside us. We both don’t have the guts to talk and face each other. Days and weeks have passed, but still nothing changed. I’ve been craving for his voice, his face even his smell. I’ve got lot to say, so afraid to tell. But then we can’t avoid each other forever and so destiny has fallen upon us. We are in this same group of one of our subject, I am the leader and he was the secretary. On that situation we are starting to earn back our friendship. And so we did. Hahah... it is easy to make friends as long as he is also willing.

Aren’t you asking where did I get my title? Hahah... That dream happen on that tragedy or the amazing thing I said a while ago. (basta I’m hapi..really happy)Hahah... and so dream do come true.

-fester-

-------->this reminds me of my amazing and unforgettable day with someone.

mE aNd My Sp0nGeBoB.:)

Who among us knew spongebob squarepants? I do! I do! . Hahah.In my high school years, i love to have a car painted with spongebob's face. My mom was really angry that time because my wall is full of spongebob's poster. . bed sheets,Posters, pillows. Comforter, blanket, and frames all were spongebob's face. Hahah. Spongebob is my favorite cartoon character. I consider him as my best friend. A lot of people misunderstood his actions; they are telling me that spongebob is stupid and what so ever. But Patrick star is stupid; he is spongebob’s best friend. They both live in bikini bottom.He is the reason why spongebob is in danger. but i can assure you they both love each other. they would not let each other to get hurt. I am really having fun watching them doing their ka “ehchosan” in the world. This gives me an idea to name myself as spongebob, Jill as Gary, and tiffany as Patrick. We, Jill, tiffany and me really love the show. One best quality I love about spongebob is he is so charming. He is funny, adorable, entertaining he is everything I want. Even though his show is weird-his snail Gary sound is meow, spongebob live in pineapple-3 story high, he has this pink starfish bestfriend I still love him. This is the reason why a lot of children are having fun watching his show. I like his childish attitude. He will do everything for the good and safety of others. This really inspires me and give me idea what good one is. His show makes me forget my problems, there was a part their that they made a fire which is unusual because they are living under the sea. Hahhaha. While watching him, I was able to remember my childhood days’-going everywhere, playing with friends and doing what a child is doing, which makes me feel happy. The creator of this show is very amazing. There are a lot of wonderful lessons I’ve learned. One thing I’m sure was, I am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. Naks!….

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS.

TO THE PILLARS

We're Hot!!
We're Everything You're Not!!
We're Pretty! We're CooL!
We chEer and We Lead!!
We act Like We'rE on Speak!

-fester-